Baby Talk

Having Luisa, my mother-in-law, here from Paris is a real treat, but did she really have to arrive at the exact same time as all the babies did? Luisa arrived on the 1st, just before my brother and Johanna welcomed their first child on the 4th, and David’s brother’s best friend became a father on the 5th. Meanwhile, David’s brother is expecting his first in October. The chatter and excitement surrounding babies has been abundant, and Luisa has been here to hear it all… which isn’t a good thing.

Baby talk has been a topic of conversation between Luisa and me for a while now, and, over the last year, officially moved from the friendly small talk category that can be brushed off with a simple joke to a more intense debate not so easily satisfied by friendly banter. I still remember all too well the turning point when the tone changed and the pressure rose a notch. It took place last January on an appropriately cold, blistery evening in NYC. Cornering me in a small cafe while David was working, she talked to me about the importance of not waiting too long to start a family, as I may no longer be physically capable. “What was the rush?” I thought. “I’m only 30.” Meanwhile, she, who gave birth to David at 21, couldn’t understand what I was waiting for. In desperation, she pulled out her wild card: She would start to quit smoking the day I announced I was pregnant.

Well, I’m not pregnant and Luisa still smokes and having babies being born left and right isn’t helping matters any. But while I know that it’s difficult for her to congratulate my parents on becoming grandparents when she can only dream of bearing that same title, and, while I’m well aware that when she’s staring longingly at baby clothes in store windows, she has only one thing on her mind, I have to give her credit for keeping her desire in check. Considering that David is her only son and therefore her only hope, she could be much worse.

Instead, she distracts herself by buying lottery tickets from the women and men roaming the streets with reams of tickets in hand. She buys her tickets, hoping for that winning one, while I think of how she, as a young adult, used to be on the other end of the transaction, selling the very tickets that she was now buying.

Spaniards are believers and love to have hope, she explains to me. The lottery at Christmas is the biggest of the year, and she buys a ticket during her annual holidays in Spain. (She bought a ticket for David and included it in a package that she sent for his birthday last October. The ticket ended up being a winning one for about 200 euros. Unfortunately, the package never made it to us and was returned to her in Paris months later, too late to be redeemed for money.)

Luisa’s hope endures. She continues to buy lottery tickets, she continues to play Bingo (she’s there now), and she continues to hope for the day that she can start knitting booties and hats for her grandchild. That time will come, but, in the meantime, I just wish that all the baby news didn’t have to happen at the exact same time as Luisa’s visit.

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6 responses to “Baby Talk

  1. Well Sara, I just want to say you guys have plenty of time! It’s nice for you two to truely enjoy your marriage before bringing kids into the picture. So, don’t let anyone pressure you! Just wait till the time is RIGHT for you.

  2. Sara,

    I must say that your writing is endearing. you would be a perfect mom, Sara! once you meet Amaya, you will truly want to have a child. it is really an amazing experience being a parent. you really don’t want to miss out on this. i absolutely love seeing someone who resembles Johanna and resembles me at the same time. I am looking forward to having such a profound effect on someone else’s life. I know how sensible you are. I am the same way. In ways, I feel that this is an indulgent act that I have involved myself in. In another way, I see how significant this is in life’s purpose.

  3. I know how that goes (re: the baby talk) … Here’s what worked for me. When I got to the point of being absolutely fed up with being pressured, I told my mom and mom-in-law that I would postpone starting a family for an entire year EACH time they brought the topic up again in the future. Guess what: They stopped asking!!! 🙂

  4. Amy, thanks for reassuring me that I still have time. When you hear something too much, you start feeling stressed to join the race.

    Dave, thanks for believing that I will be a good mom. Easier said than done of course. I’m very glad that you’re enjoying fatherhood 6 days in!

    Char, I may just try that strategy! Thanks for the success story! 🙂

  5. Speechless! Lots to say on this matter but I’ll address it by phone! Luisa may have one ear, but I’ll take the other!

  6. Coral, between the crackle, crackle, pop, I’m not sure if we’ll be able to address this properly. Maybe you should just pop by for a visit.

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